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She
was perched on a stone with her legs tucked under her
and the sunlight behind her, combing out her long hair.
It was something she did every morning before braiding
it up again, but usually Damon tried to be elsewhere
when she began. He stayed where he was, paused in adjusting
the girth and stirrups on his horse.
It
was hypnotic, following the stroke of the ivory comb
through the heavy tresses. She started at the top and
worked her way down, having to stretch her arm out full-length
to reach the ends before allowing the captured strands
to tumble back down against her body. In the morning
light her hair glowed with auburn fire. He remembered
so clearly how it felt in hands, against his lips.
She
parted another section of hair and began on it, the
same pattern, the same results: thick, glossy locks
falling to curve against her, molding to her shape.
She tilted her head and the sun shone with it, a shifting
halo of brilliance that surrounded her, deep reds and
coppers, rich dark browns. The ivory comb worked through
so slowly, so rhythmically he could count the pace.
She used her free hand to smooth the locks after each
passage.
It
was unusual to see a woman’s hair so openly displayed.
Even Solange kept hers tucked away when she could. He
felt he was intruding, watching her perform this simple
task. He thought absently that he should not be looking,
that he had been about to tell her something, but the
stroking of her hand and the comb swept away that thought.
He could not stop staring.
Again
the comb separated the strands, again it slid down the
tresses with silky ease, leaving a wake of softness
behind. Every time she moved the cascade of hair moved
with her, rising and falling with each breath.
Without
the cape to hide her body, her femininity was plainly
revealed under the grey tunic she wore. It had a simple
drawstring at the throat to tighten or loosen. The knot
was free now; the strings hung limply to the tips of
her breasts. He could see a wedge of creamy white skin
there where the cloth fell to the sides. He could see
her hair brushing the tunic, lying trapped between the
folds of cloth and her skin. He could feel the tantalizing
stroke of her hair, the tender delicacy of her body.
He could feel her wrapped around him, all of her at
once—hair, skin, scent—pressed against him, welcoming
him, wanting his touch as he wanted hers.
They
were collapsed together on the ground, her tunic was
open to him, baring her breasts to his lips. He was
tasting her, the shocking sweetness of her body, the
fullness of her embrace as she writhed under him. She
was covering him in kisses, she was twining her long
legs around his waist, moaning with desire. He was tugging
the tunic off of her, the hose, impatient, eager to
feel her hot and bare against him. She was helping him,
lifting her arms up to be free of the clothing, then
clutching him closer, pulling him into her, gasping
his name...
“Damon?
Damon?”
He
realized Solange was still seated on the ground before
him, comb paused halfway though her hair. She looked
concerned and very fully clothed. “What’s amiss, my
lord? I spoke to you and you didn’t reply. You were
looking at me so strangely.”
Fortunately,
life at court had taught him well how say one thing
while thinking another. His mouth was responding before
his mind had fully caught up with him.
“I
was...contemplating other matters. What did you ask
me?”
“I
said, do you think it wise of us to travel by day now,
instead of by night?”
The
image of her beneath him, naked, alive with passion,
would not vanish. Damon struggled to focus beyond it,
to form a logical reply to her question, but when her
lips moved, he saw himself kissing them. When her arms
lowered and the comb released her hair, he saw himself
buried in it. He turned away stiffly, checking the already
tightened girth to his saddle.
He
heard her stand up behind him. “Are you well?” she asked
uncertainly.
“Yes.”
He took a heavy breath. How could she not know? How
could she not feel it too? She was a widow, by heavens,
no longer an inexperienced maiden. She had to realize
what she was doing to him, that she was deliberately
torturing him. It was enough to drive a sane man over
the edge, and he had already been there too many times.
“Damon?”
She came up behind him and placed her hand lightly on
his arm.
The
simple touch jerked him back to the present. He pulled
away from her and turned, baring his teeth in a semblance
of a smile.
“Day
versus night, you ask? It doesn’t matter now. We are
close to the conclusion of this little sojourn, aren’t
we?”
Her
eyes grew wide, even a little fearful. He almost hated
her for that, hated that she could feel fear of him,
when all he had ever wanted to do was protect her, take
care of her, love her.
Damon
took a menacing step in her direction. “Now, what’s
amiss with you, Countess? You do not look yourself.”
Solange
shook her head in bewilderment. “I don’t understand
you. You are angry. Have I done something wrong?”
“Something
recently, you mean? I don’t know, you tell me.” He was
stalking her now, steadily matching each step she took
to put space between them. One hand was raised as if
to push him away, the other was grasping the folds of
the tunic together. The fear in her eyes became stronger.
“Stop
it! Why are you behaving in this odd manner? Are you
feverish?” She halted defiantly, daring him to come
closer. Brave, foolish little Solange, and so he caught
her up easily. She crashed into his chest, helpless
because her arms were pinned and he would not let her
put her feet down firmly to the earth. He held her tightly
against him until she stopped struggling, until she
only stared up at him in almost comical disbelief.
“Yes,
my lady,” he drawled. “I think I must be feverish. It
is the only reason I can think of to do this.” He covered
her lips with his own.
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Excerpted from A Rose in
Winter by Shana Abé. Copyright © 1998 by Shana Abé.
Excerpted by permission of Bantam Books, a division
of Random House, Inc. All rights reserved. No part of
this excerpt may be reproduced or reprinted without
permission in writing from the publisher.
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